"...Nunc scio quit sit amor.";[Now I know what Love is]
Friday, July 06, 2007
a new life for me

hahaha! get a new life now with a stable job here with me and another home-based job on the other hand. Wah! wanna earn big big sum of money so i won't be living in a hard way. tak semestinyer aku kene lupa diri, rite? that's simply not the right way anyway.

the job here @ Helmi Talib & Co, i can say okie lah... lots of new things to learn. everyone here is nice. it's just that it's only me doesn't talk that much. lots of smiling but no voice at all. hahaha! even boss ask me to speak louder a bit for some reasons. my boss is totally different from the old boss lah. haha! he's a good guy indeed. an arab man. his name... mr helmi talib.

i had brain damage a few times trying to remember each & everything that came across me. it's my first time working in the CPA firm company. but as time pass by, i mean yeah, i tend to know and learn and even undertsand most of the procedures. it's only me... aku ajek yg suka 'panik'. kalu cakap pasal 'panik'... teringat aku pat Liza. Hey! me not a lesbian k.

i juz missed her a lot. missed werking with her. wondering how is she doing now? i tend to be worried sometimes. she's just too timid. senang kene bully. dier nyer orang lak... 'senang kasihani kan seseorg padahal dier tak tahau orang lain bully dier'. haiz... liza liza! ape lah nak jadik ngan kau nie. i really don't know if you're suffering that much.. i guess you are right? haiz. i pity you so much.

i can't wait to meet you up one of these days.

we should have dinner together someday. plan nak ke 'Delifrance' cancel jugak at last. should make it up on other days.

but during the weekends, i get to chat with her thru the msn. ade webcam, lagiik senang. it's oready 7 plus now. my brain almost gonna burst into pieces. argh! very the tiring, but worth it. u learn a lot of things. at least i'm experiencing something new in this company. gonna upgrade myself soon, insya-allah. wanna work hard & put in a lot of effort into it.

okie lah... wanna go off oready. i still have to wait for my fren coz' she's still talking on the phone... wondering who was it anyway.. should be her guy? wah liao. ppl have happiness but i don't at all. when isit huh gonna be my turn? i wanna a everlasting happiness. a smile without a miss, just like an idiotic person. muahahahah! aiyah so bored...

ouh yeah gonna call my dad.. k bye!


The creation of beauty is art... iLoveD
6:53 PM

Saturday, June 30, 2007
Welcome to Singapore!

I have not yet go to go to bed. Haiz! Not that sleepy yet. Just wanted to spend a lil' time on my bloggie. Relatives from Indon dropped by to visit us in Singapore. For the very first... I'm gonna have my goodnight sleep in Fad's room. So Fad will be sleeping in the living room with 2 Indonesian guys (my paman & my yayie). Hehe! While my room is oocupied with the ladies... my nayie, bibik & my cuzzins. They are going back to my Granny's hommie on Sunday again.

I really did enjoy myself. But kinda bored gak a bit. Should be going out with noraidah today, but I just have to cancel it last minute. Not nice right to just go out & have fun while your long-distance relatives wanting to meet you so much in Singapore... Sorrie hor Noraidah. Will make up another day for our girl's day out hor. Hahahaha!

Today is my Indon cuzzin burfday... Penny (i don't the spelling of her name.. hehe! sowie). Happy Burfday k sweetie. I hope you like the cake so much. You are very the peramah... eventhough you're just a 9 year old girl. Hehe! Gonna miss them so much... I'm sure waiting for my salary to give them some money. Btw, just pissed off about certain things. Haiz! I'm gonna kill you la.

It's was really a kecorable moment today. Laughing out heart out over some jokes. How I wish I can pay them a visit @ Indonesia someday. I really wanna see their hommie lah. Fad is not yet back from his work. He sure gonna be hell of a shock to see me having my goodnight sleep @ his room, especially on his mattress. Hahaha! Sowie... only for today. Ibu asked me to mah.

Fad just came back... Bye Fad! YOur room gonna be my room for one day!


The creation of beauty is art... iLoveD
11:51 PM

Thursday, June 28, 2007
they go for looks, isit true?!

Hola people. Me juz woke up @ 4pm. Having a full rest now. Peaceful sleep & rest. For the very first time. *shocked* Maybe coz' I dont have enuff rest & sleep for days & weeks. *haiz* I'm getting a lil' better a bit but I really dont know what's gonna happen to me next @ night. Coz' when I feel lonely & tend to hear sad sad songs.. I started to cry all the way. Those flashback memories started playing in my mind. I felt like banging my head on the wall. I just dont wish to encounter or experience this kind of things. Now, the word 'REGRET' started existing in my life now. I wouldn't wanna suffer this much anymore. PLZzzz...

Wassup with the tittle of this entry????

I just find that guys really did go for looks? *hmph* Different people, different opinion. I do find guys treasure the beautiful girls so much sometimes, right? Maybe, the ugly girls, including me, feels that way. Pretty girls look down on ugly girls? I totally agree! Coz what...? I've experienced so much in this kind of thing. Guys leave you for pretty girls, it's like as if they can't resist looking at them hor. Hahahahaha!

But, I'm happy for what I am now. I'm happy for what Allah had given me. I love myself so much... eventhough sometimes, I hate myself & my life.

Same goes to rich people. When they get rich, they tend to 'lupa diri'. Same jugak kalu pretty girls. When other people say they are pretty, why are they being 'mengada-ngada' in a way. Example, they would talk proud of themselves mainly on their appearance! Pathetic tak?

PATHETIC, RITE?!


The creation of beauty is art... iLoveD
4:35 PM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007
thankz to all.

I guess Noraidah must be sooo damn jealous of me having so much free-times now. I see you in office on Monday, 2nd July 2007, k buddy! Had Yong Tau Fu for lunch + Cadbury Chocolate with Almond. *yummy* Nice rite? I simply love chocs so much. I can't live without it. Must drink more warm water after that if not, i'll be getting pimples here & there. *damn* Went to the nearby shops with my Ibu in the afternoon to buy some groceries. Ouh, i can't wait to go Delifrance with Liza to have our dinner together. *WAH...!* Damn shiok. Aniwae, 'Happy 9th Anniversary to Raj & Liza'. The lovely hubby & wifey. Hehe!

It seems that my comments in Friendster has been giving me a lot of support & encouragement to move on with life. Haiz! A tough & hard life for me now. Facing each problems is not an easy task to settle down with. I'm having bad headache. On & Off! I'm just trying hard to get things over. Thankz to the people who's been there for me... giving me advises & strength to move on =)

I love Gwen Stefani's song tittled '4 in the morning'. Nice song. It will just makes my eyes teary each time i listened to it. *haiz*

I better need to wake up & be strong.


The creation of beauty is art... iLoveD
7:24 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007
lazy ass!

Damn! Kacau daun tol arh... Need to wake up early juz cause' my aunties are dropping by to visit my Yayie. Aku ade lah kelam-kabot mandi. But please...no 'mandi cowboy' heh! Prepare some tea for them. Tahu-tahu running out of sugar. *confused* As in, i really don't know if Ibu had bought any extra sugar. Was calling Rafidah @ her mobile like hell. Aku send sms pun dier tak layan. Korang rasa-rasa ape aku buat? Gigit jari lah,ape lagik. Bo-pi-yen dok! Otak mati. Maseh ngantok tau aku nie skrg. But not the like that fella - the sleepy head! haha! You think you know who you are? They both send Nenek for her check-up @ Polyclinic & they are still not back yet. Tetamu complain nape air teh nyer tawar... ape aku nak jawab erh? Buat bongok jek lah. As if nothing happen gituk kan. Hhahahahahaha!

Eh eh eh... i can see someone droping by my bloggie erh. Tak lain tak bukan, sape lagik 'MAT KAMPAU' =p
I know you wont like me calling you by that name. Heh! But who cares. MAT KAMPAU tetap MAT KAMPAU rite? Excuse me... me no longer the 'MAK BEDAH' erh. Take a peep guyz. I've changed something under my profile. heh heh heh!

Yup, i should be changing my skin layout for my bloggie. But i simply dont have the mood to do it. All those skins available are lousy & not nice @ all. And another thing... what's wrong erh with the IMEEM??? I cant download songs from there la. I wanna re-place a new song. *haiz*

*Tummy making noises* Heh! Hungry la. Have not had my breakfast yet. I wanna eat something,can? tata!


The creation of beauty is art... iLoveD
1:36 PM

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